What can i say after yesterday?
i reali hate myself for being drunk on my birthdae..
The feeling of being drunk is reali terrible.. i promise i wont get myself drunk again..
i guess i just embarrassed myself in front of everyone.. my bf, my sec friends and poly friends..
perhaps i was too happy that day..
and i reali tot i could drink.. and didnt noe that is an 'after' effect thingy..
i bet i make everyone not happy that day...

To my poly friends,
Reali thx so much for sending me to the studio to rest and taking care of me whole nite..
esp to sinyee... i bet i give u a lot of troubles..thx so much for staying my my side..
and thx glenn for helping me to tell my mom not letting her wry.. reali appreciated...
and to wc.. hope you wont angry le kk.. and i hope this wont affect our friendship also..
to wilson, thx for helping me taking care of priscilla..
To all, I noe my bf and my sec friends reali make you all not happy and angry cos they wanna to take me and pris to hotel and restand maybe wanna to do sth else.. but just to let u all noe my bf is being over-anxious and wry for me.. i didnt noe y u all didn't wan to let him noe where i am resting..but i noe you are all just concern abt my safety..
Once again... thanks so much.. i reali owe u all once..

To my sec friends,
Mindy, i noe you are feeling terrible yesterdae and i noe you are feeling drunk too that u vomitted also.. and sry for making you waiting for us throughout the nite in the rain even though you are not ffeeling well too..
haihong, i noe you are super angry now... with my poly friends for taking pris and me away by not telling you.. but i wan u to noe they are very concern abt me.. and reali sry to make you wait in the rain also..hope you can reali forgive me and pris.. we reali didn't wan that to happen..

And lastly to my bf,
i noe you are wry for me.. cos my poly friends just drag me into the car without letting you noe where are they driving me.. leaving you in the bar...
and they switched off my hp to let me rest in the studio.. and that you are so wry that you actuallly make a police report ..
but i just wanna let you noe... i think what my poly friends did were rite... as in they brought me to the studio instead of hotel for me to rest..
but on the other hand, they were also wrong for not letting you noe where i was resting..

AND ...
wanna let you noe, when you are angry, its SUPER scary..
i just scared you will do sth to my friend cos i noe you have the ability to do that if you wan...
and I just feel super relieved that you noe you are partly in wrong yesterday after you cool down that you wanna to apologise to my friends..
Your 'hot temper' reali make me cannot tahan... hope you reali can change if you can la...

P.S. I promise i wont get drunk again!!!
i just cause too much trouble when i was drunk!!!

please tell me wad i shld do..
i told you the truth..abt wad is my mom expectation cos i wanted you to face it...
i dun wan to lied to you... cos its not being fair to u..
but i did not expect you to have nth to sae to me after i told you everything...
not even how you feel u dun tell me.. it makes me feel very helpless.. and make me feel it was wrong for me to say all those things to you...
i reali dunno wad to do ... but i noe from ur voice.. i can tell you have sth to say... that you r sad.. you r dissapointed etc ... but you just dun wan tell me how you feel.. hais...
I dun wan you to keep everything yourself... let me share the pain with you can?
Please... open up ur heart and talk to me...

P.S waiting

yeah! i am back blogging again!
and its hols again..
but i dun feel a single tinge of excitment actually...
cos i gt to look for jobs for this one month so that i gt eunf $ to pay for the dec japan study tour with my other 9 classmates..
intially i was feeling real happy and lucky that i am "selected' by drawing lots amongst 50 plus students
everyone has been waiting for this chance to go.. so without any much consideration, i agreed to go for this jp tour.

but now i think i am starting to regret...
cos i tot i was able to cover up the $1700 jp tour if i am able to find a job and work for this whole one month.. but now i just realised i still had to pay my sch fee this coming october which is another 1000 plus..
Worse still, my mom is starting to blame herself for not able to fork out those $ for my jp trip..
and thus her condition became worsened again becos of this issue..
all along she tot that the 10 person hu are going for this trip are personally selected by lecturers .. i have explain to her so many times that is being " draw lots" i was just being lucky to be selected.. but she just refused to listen and said that the trip will help me to improve my grade and so on...but NOT!
Thus she has been supporting and encouraging me to go...
but now i reali dun wan to waste the $ to go for a jp trip which will not help me to improve my grades at all and even cause my mom's condition worsened! i reali dun wan to go...
But i guess now there is no more choice... cos i have alr agreed and the lecturers are alr proceeding to book the airline tickets and all...

Damn... i reali duno wad to do now.!
i just hope that my job would provide me a very gd pay( if i gt the job) that i could cover my sch fee and my trip to dun let my mom wry over the $ thingy... hais...
kk.. i am going to slp now.. going to interview 2moro.. nite!

another day pass~ haven been out lately..
cos i am sooo super tired ffrom work..!
and realise i havent been blogging for long also
cos i havent yet to get any pics from my cousin and friend...
haha... i shall post again when i have the time!
*yawn* going to slp soon~
nite everyone!
see ya soon carling**

Hope you can understand my intention...

Forget abt the past...

My workplace is at kovan instead of lavender...
khairul tricked me -_-!
but to my surprise, it was just like nxt to my uncle's office,
although he is always not at the office at all but at least it made me feel better...haha
It is in a normal HDB flat, they just rent the unit and make it into office..

And i have a great time working there!
and i just find out the toy museum belongs to them!
The toy museum is a real real COOL place! And the toys in museum are onli 10% of the boss' collection!
I went there for twice alr but i still feel like going everyday!
And guess wad.. there is even a restaurant and WINE BAR INSIDE the museum!!!
WOAH...the environment is.. super super nice!
And And And...
i get to TOUCH some of the toys collections!!!
heard that the employees even the manager of the restaurant working there did not even get the chance to touch them la! so honoured la!
i must say ppl there are real nice! esp richard!
He bring me around the toy museum , explaining the history of the toys so briefly, interesting..!

Sadly, the toy museum is not located near our office..
Our office is at kovan, toy museum at city hall...
But i was wondering if the office is some where near the toy museum , it would be so great!

Carling! the toy museum is just located oppsite Bras besar!
I will bring you there someday kk!!!

And oh ya! i forgot to mention
I don't need to work on sat!!!!!

happy birthday to my cousin, kim yean!
her 21st birthday spending with us..
cos i think her friends are all in malaysia...
sad rite... but hope todae's dinner makes her birthdae happy a bit.. haha!

Name:Chuah Wei Ting
Age:18
I like all my friends that i have!

All the things that girls will desire to have!
loves : friends! presents!
hates : BHB peeps, backstabbers, betrayers, to be alone.

Pris
Eileen
Jun Jie
Jason
Freddie
WenChuan
Choon yi
Jing Ying
Verena
Kaili
Chok
Kaziie
Jazmine
Glenn
Gladys
Pixie